30 minute poem

Just something I wrote yesterday when I was feeling sad. This is actually what I've been feeling recently. I've tried countless times to write a blog about my feelings, but somehow IT materialized into a poem. Here it goes..

I am a dead soul walking through the noise of life
Events unfold and I become numb
To hurt, joy… emotions that once sufficed
Now my eyes only see the tomb
A lake that mirrors the dark empty orb
Hovering..fading to give way to the sun
Its brightness frightening
Yet I know it has begun
Another day of loneliness
Those tiresome days of fake smiles and laughter
I wake up for nothing else
But continuous bitterness, a bicker

Once I had my escape
My savior shading the truth of everything
Recently he left with a flap of his cape
No turning back, nothing…
I am left without a dreamer’s dream
A cake without the sweetness of icing

O drown me in the lake until my voice fades away..