me likee PBB =P

During my second sem, as usual, we were asked to write a research paper for our english class. Although my memories about that darn paper was hell, I have come to realize it's productivity in a sense of my brain gaining knowledge about certain things that I never knew impacted my life so much. It's about having 'identification' with the people on tv. At first, I thought that it was just some crap psychologists made up to scare people. I mean, it's unlikely for people to be 'hypnotized' by a show and mentally float and become the character dba?

Well..I was wrong, sort of.

I happened to watch PBB and I've got to admit. I was hypnotized @_@ hahaha. All I can say is that I cried when they cried. Almost all of them had their own family and financial problems. With my background, I was able to relate and somehow it made me realize that I'm not alone in the world with this burden.

Natuwa ako sa show. Natuwa din ako sa peeps dun. There was this guy who said something about making other people laugh being his source of joy in his life. I had my own version of course, but ewan ko ba..somehow I was revived kasi may kapareha pala ako mag-isip?=p I know what he meant by those words. For me, the smiles of people give me encouragement to go on with my struggle in life. Their smiles also comfort me in a way because indirectly I have caused them to smile. Hindi lang ako walang kwenta. I'm not just a helpless person who is unable to give happiness to other people. So if ever I fail to trigger a smile from someone, I feel so sad because..un nga, hindi ko magawa ang isang napakasimpleng bagay lang panu ko magagawan ng solusyon yung mga problema diba?

Basta, I'm just glad that I'm not alone with these problems.