unnerving thoughts

Today, I had just confirmed that our ‘katulong’ is actually pregnant with the baby of our ‘kang-lang’. I can say that I’m a bit surprised because it never went in my mind that the two had a relationship. Our maid seldom went out at her day offs. Oftentimes, she just hangs around the house doing her usual work.

Everytime a thing like this happens, I get disappointed. At the same time, I question myself: If I were her, would have I done the same thing? Yes, I’ve experienced my ‘kahibangan’ phases whenever a suave guy comes along; and I could just imagine how logic seems fade away when your with your ‘labidab’. You don't have any idea of those silly things you do. Logic is a blur. You'd do anything for your love even if the thing is out of your league.

In our psychology class today, my classmate said that humans are set apart from animals because of the ethics that rule our way of thinking and actions. So what if you’ve been lonely and lovesick for quite some years, and a guy comes along and sweeps you off your feet. I would predict that the heart would rule the mind.

That’s what’s hard about falling in love or infatuation, your ethics as a person fades away or should I dare say disappears completely. One would be lucky if you’re surrounded by true friends to supervise your on-going behaviorisms while you’re still in the ‘kahibangan’ stage.